Coming Down Again

Monday was my first day back at work in over 35 days. My friend asked me how it was and I said,"Other than cold sweats, general itchiness, and depression,..it was fine." Work forces sobriety, and with the recent Poppy Tea sessions sobriety feels like a bad Independent movie with all these characters interacting with you. All these demands to perform and produce and I do it because I have to, by performance and production I'm off the hook from my habits,..it's when the habits effect the performance and product, thats you have problems. I the mean time, I don't want any problems, so I gotta get ready for work.