Is there anybody out there?
I sure as hell hope you made it through the night comfortably numb or not! Moments like that make me think that a) It was your time to go your job here was finished and I was simply blessed to crossed your path or b) You were supposed to go but you didn't because you have good work ahead of you and your job hasn't been complete, in other words you have a greater and higher purpose not yet met.
I spent the weekend ensuring that I had a long sustained high via pot butter. Which was quite awesome as we went to this magical place that was blooming wildflowers so vibrant and colorful it was quite psychedelic. I still can close my eyes and see.