Who are You?

I really think you are who you truly are only when you are by yourself. In 6 years of being a parent, I never had the house to myself for any extended period of time. Until tonight,...my wife and kids are attending a sleep over at a friend's house. What's interesting is that I have not a clue what to do with myself. I have a full range of ideas from my Superego to my Id. In the end, I just feel like getting high and see what happens next. That's pretty much who I am.